06 May 2009

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Dear *****
I miss the real you when we go and drive when we have our talks and when you don’t get angry. Every time we come home it’s a hole other side of you get mad because someone is getting on you nerve. When you’re at home I just stay away because I can’t stand the yelling. I mean yes I get mad to and then start yelling at you because you’re yelling. Yelling about stupid things and then laugh about it when it’s all over. I might laugh about it but it still hurts when we do yell and I just want it to stop. I just want a relationship with you and talk to you without getting yelled at. I remember the other day I left my phone on the piano you took it and put it in your pocket about 15 minutes I asked you did you take my phone you said no. then I asked you again you still said no. then I started looking around the house looking stupid. You started laughing and I said to you give me my phone. You did take it you lied to me that’s when I decided not to trust you. I want to trust you but I just can’t.
~love CJ~

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