I look in the mirror and hate what I see
Wake up every morning and don't see you beside me.
And every time I see your face, hear your voice
It's a painful reminder of all the things I can't have.
All I can think of are the nights I cried over you
Because I actually believed that you wanted me too.
I can't help thinking of everything you threw away.
Then they come rushing back to me: the words I couldn't say.
Without you- scars on my arms, tears in my eyes
Regrets surround me, I can't run and hide.
I let you change me, now I don't know who I am.
I'm left with your apathy, your lies, pieces of my heart.
I lie down to sleep, praying to be taken.
You were the world, and it dissolved before my eyes.
And I think maybe, if I could have changed it
These feelings wouldn't die tonight.
23 March 2009
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