16 February 2009

Dear Jasmine

The following letters are total works of fiction and some what morbid. The letters are between two best friends who grew apart but still care about each other. The words "with all my love, I love you" are meant in a sisterly way.


Dearest Jasmine, October 21st

I don’t know how to say this. Oh God help me. My world has been thrust into the unknown. I...was….I can’t even admit it. How can I ask you for help? Jass I need your help no questions asked. I know the past few months we have not been close, but the bond we had is still there. I need my sister. I hope its not too late that you haven’t forgotten about me. You are the only person I can absolutely trust with any possible problem I have.
With all my love, Your sister,


Skyler



Dearest Skyler, October 23rd

Hun what is going on? I hope you know I am always here for you no matter what. I don’t care that we have not spoken for a few months, true friends don’t have to. Wait even sisters don’t have to be close to still care. I will help you, just tell me how. Forget you are you crazy? I could never forget you and our crazy all night sleepovers. I am here for YOU and do not ever forget it.
All my love,


Jass


Jass, October 25th

You have no idea how much this means to me. Honestly I don’t know how much longer I can hold on. I need to meet you and soon. We need to talk about this in person. I cannot write down the problem, its easier for me to say it. Is the 2nd of November a good day for you? If it is meet me at our secret place in the woods at noon.
All my love,


Skyler.


Skyler, October 27th

November 2nd works for me. I will be there around 12:30pm. I can’t wait to see you. I am here and I am not going anywhere soon. Never forget that you are special.
All my love,


Jass



Jass, October 31st

I hope you can forgive me. I just could not bring myself to tell you or anybody what happened to me. I just did not think I could bear the shame once people found out. I knew after getting your letter if I told you, I wouldn’t be able to handle it. To admit that something horrible had happened to me. I guess it doesn’t matter now if I tell you. I guess you should know why I did this. On October 13th I was taking a walk around my neighborhood when out of nowhere I was attacked. Not only was it a physical attack but also a sexual one. In other words I was raped. I am sorry, I tried to live with it and get over the rape but nothing helped. I thought talking to you would help that, but I was wrong. If I couldn’t even accept it myself how could you. Jass I want you to know that your letters the past few days have really helped me. I loved you. I hope you know I how much you meant to me. I just could not live knowing what he did to me. There are no words to describe it. Its too much for me to handle. This is my goodbye to you. After I’m gone I pray you keep my memory alive, the happy one. If you could please keep this letter to yourself I don’t want anyone else to know besides you. Like I said before you are the only one I absolutely trust please don’t change that now. Good-bye.
With all my love your sister,


Skyler

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