22 February 2009

Wish List

Dear God,
Why does prayer seem so repetitive? I never seem to feel anything when I pray or worship. I see people who raise their hands and close their eyes. They really feel something. Why can’t I feel that, too? I want to feel close to You. I want You to be more real to me than before. When I pray it almost feels forced. I don’t want it to be. I want my prayers to be genuine. I want to really connect with You when I’m praying. I want to feel like I’m talking to You. I want to feel like You’re answering me. I want to hear Your voice whispering to me. I want to hear You telling me it will be all right. Telling me You love me over and over again. Most of all, I want to see You. To see You sitting next to me. I want to be wrapped in Your arms. I want You to hold me and never let go.

~Your Daughter
Sam

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